A journey in progress

2010-08-19T18:46:00.000-04:00

Mediocrity

2009-07-27T12:31:00.001-04:00

I constantly feel pressure (the self inflicted kind) to live up to some perceived ideal, an ideal that changes according the whim of my insecurity of the moment. I am constantly battling the “should I” and “I should haves” in my life and I very often feel like I am just barely adequate in so many areas of my life. The barely adequate daughter/worker/sister/ friend/barely adequate in my finances/home/appearance...in my life, period! You name it; I have probably felt inadequate about it at some point, if not always. Why is that? Have not totally figured that out yet. What I do know is that I have to let go of these arbitrary standards that I have constantly been trying to live up to (easier said than done). Arbitrary, in that most of the time these ideals are very much unreasonable and unsupported, I know that. But still the thoughts are there, the strain is there and the pressure is there. I need to be ok with who I am as a (whatever), even in the absence of affirmation and validation. In my struggle to do so I am reminded that I need to depend on His grace alone, and pray for guidance in the “should I” and “should haves” of my life. The greatest affirmation and validation comes from Him.

By Your Side - Tenth Avenue North

2009-06-21T22:50:00.001-04:00

No Matter Where I Am

2009-04-09T23:03:00.002-04:00

“I'll praise You in this storm And I will lift my hands For You are who You are
No matter where I am Every tear I've cried You hold in Your hand
You never left my side And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm.”
Casting Crowns

Life does not always play out the way I think or hope that it should, the way that I pray that it will. Sometimes I am elated in life and then something happens that quickly depletes me and makes it harder to find the joy. I’m thrown from the mountaintop into the valley and all “normalcy” simple escapes me. All the things that I cling to in my daily life…like peace, patience, and control over my emotions, forgiveness, love and understanding…become tough to reach and test my strength, self-assurance, and ultimately, my faith. But then, I am suddenly reminded of who I am, what is good, and what is true. And that truth is, that God has a perfect plan for my life and He is in control through it all and God is good all the time. Even when it is hard, when I don’t understand, and even when it hurts, His way is best. The valley moments and the storms of life are going to come and knowing that does not make facing them any easier – they still hurt when you are in the midst of them! But, praise God. He is my comfort in all things. He hears the cry of my heart and offers sustaining grace, strength, courage, and a peace that surpasses all understanding. Amid the pain and hurt there is hope and reassurance in an almighty God! “I want settle for the ordinary things, I’m gonna follow Him forever and all of my days!” Even when it hurts, even when it is hard! “I will lift my hands, for you are who you are no matter where I am!”

A Friday High Five

2009-02-13T08:42:00.001-05:00

Five things that I’m love’n right now!

1.Paint! Yes I know that may sound a little crazy, but painting a room make it feel like its brand new, like a fresh start is taking place and right now a fresh new start in a fresh new room is what I need.

2.Wii Fit – I know, again crazy…but I love it and it makes me feel so good!!

3.My Friends – I have some of the coolest friends on the planet!

4.Facebook – I may need a little therapy for this addiction, seriously. Hi…my name is Shannon and Im a facebookaholic!

5.Mike’s Margareta’s…yummy…its 5:00 somewhere!!!

Merry Christmas

2008-12-19T17:05:00.000-05:00

“It’s the most wonderful time of the year…it’s the hap-happiest season of all”. There are just so many things to love about Christmas- decoration strung up everywhere, cards to send, parties to plan and go to, new songs to sing, eggnog, Christmas movies, and family and friends to see.

Even as I sit here and write this, the house is dimly lit with the twinkling of white lights hung on our tree, Christmas carols are playing in the background, packages are wrapped and everyone is full of Christmas cheer. But still there is an even greater joy; a joy that comes in the form of profound celebration, a celebration that encapsulates what Christmas is really about. It’s a time when we can slow down our busy lives and just enjoy a silent night like tonight and remember the beauty of what's behind it all, the birth of Jesus Christ.

It would be very hard to truly enjoy the decorations, the music, the parties, and all that Christmas encompasses without the deep understanding that it is about so much more than those things, without the understanding that it was and is about the most sacrificial love that you can imagine. "The Word became flesh and dwelt among us. John 1:14 " What more could he have given than Himself! While you are out enjoying and celebrating the Christmas holidays, remember it is because of His great love for us we have so much to celebrate, not just at Christmas, but everyday!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Lonely in the pursuit...

2008-12-12T12:25:00.004-05:00

I was thinking about a conversation that I had with a friend the other day. We were talking about the feeling of loneliness you have sometimes when you are in pursuit of the holiness of God and striving to be more like Him. There is a loneliness that comes when you are on that path, but your friends are not. I have found myself feeling that same way, surround by people (friends) yet feeling so alone or really more heart sick for them that they were just not getting it. I remember thinking, “do they not hear the same thing I’m hearing…how can they not be moved by this…do they not know how important this is…etc”. But, then as I got to thinking more about it I wondered how many times that had been me, surrounded by friends that were getting it and I was the one that was just not in a place to hear, see, and take it in. At least not in a way that was making a difference in me or in my life. But by the grace of God, I had friends and some family that stuck in there and continued to pray for me and take the opportunities that they were give to walk through open doors in our conversations. Over time that stuff starts to sink in. The best thing we can do when we find ourselves waiting on our friends to catch up is continue to be there, pray for them and let God lead you, you will find that He will open doors for you to talk about Him and the things that matter. They may not be moved all at once, or even at a pace you would like, but you will be planting seeds and hopefully they will respond over time. Plus, it allows them to see the change that is taking place in you as well. Above all this, the choice is theirs to make, God is there waiting. I found this verse: Did you become involved in the lives of these for repayment from them or out of obedience to me? Do you love these and look for repayment, or do you love them in obedience to me? “…God demonstrates his own love for us in this: while we were still sinners Christ died for us.” Romans 5:8 It is in our obedience to Him, not in our expectation of others, that our friends and families will be blessed. Don’t get discouraged by their lagging, continue to move forward, allowing God to fill you up. When you are full of Him, it spills over...

2008-12-07T22:04:00.003-05:00

I know its been a while, but things have just been so chaotic lately. You know how the holidays are and I have been working on this Christmas project.... So, my time has been spent doing other great things, just not this great thing. Ha! For the few of you out there that have missed my wise and witty words I promise some new stuff soon! But, just in case I don't make it back on here before Christmas...Merry Christmas and God bless!

2008-11-06T22:21:00.005-05:00

While thoughts from my previous post are still roaming around in my head, I ran across a much needed to hear (read) post that Crystal posted last month. The post was about grace and as I read the post I was struck by the fact that grace in many situations is what others will first see in us that makes us different from everyone else. When I posed the questions in my previous post (what impact (do) you have on other people’s lives? What difference have you really made?), I hadn’t really thought to deeply about how much grace could really play a part in the answers. Do you suppose that I have made an impact on someone else’s life simply because I have extended to them grace? What difference do you suppose it made to the person on the receiving end of the grace given, if any? Don’t you suppose that extending grace to others also brings about change in us as well? Absolutely!! How simple an act of Gods love in us, yet profound in that it’s not a commonality in today’s world. All of you must clothe yourselves with humility for the sake of each other, because: “God opposes the arrogant, but gives grace to the humble.” 1 Peter 5:5 I know for myself that sometimes extending grace to someone is not always my first reaction, at least not in the past. Instead, its easier to judge, criticize, and get defensive. It is that gut reaction to someone else’s actions, appearance, choices, etc…. But, giving grace really is not about the other person at all, it is in fact about me…its about growing in Christ and become more like Him, its about humbling ourselves. It is learning to see others the way God sees them so that my gut reactions is changed and in effect blessing the other person at the same time. “Grace blesses the recipient” through a heart that has been humbled by the grace first given to them by Christ. "We can heal their broken bodies and restore their fallen hearts if only we would stop judging them for how they fell apart in the first place." J.C. Ryle God was the first and truest example of grace in that he gave His son…who would be persecuted, and ultimately die to free us from our sins (read Crystals blog, she says all this, just better) and he extends that grace to us everyday, how grateful I am for that! Through out, He showed continual grace to those who had been shunned, and ridiculed because of their status or behavior. How much more so should we, who are called by his name, be willing to extend grace to others? Amazing grace, that saved a retch like me…could be all that someone else needs, could change a life…could save a life!

Just thinking...

2008-10-05T14:46:00.001-04:00

Have you ever really thought about:

What impact you have on other people’s lives?

What difference have you really made?

What your Legacy will be when you leave this place?

"I believe that you measure yourself by the people who measure themselves by you” unknown

Oooooo, that's good. Who is measuring themselves by me? Is anyone? Do I live a life that people would want to watch and learn from? And if so, is that life one that is measured by the things of God? Do you ever wonder if God brings people into our lives because He thinks we are spiritually fit to care for, or minister to them in some way? That we are led into others lives for the same reason?

Just some thought that have been roaming through my mind…

Blog? what??

2008-09-28T23:11:00.002-04:00

I know, its been a while, but guys I have been crazy busy and honestly... a little uninspired!! I did have a few thoughts over the weekend, but just have not had time to really sit down and put fingers to keyboard. On a good note: Carolina won and Ohio State won...even better Clemson lost!!! Spent Saturday in Columbia at a band competition in which our high school band did pretty well for there first comp. of the season and congratulations to my fellow Booster clubbers (parents and volunteers) for winning the spirit award!! We ROCK!!
Ok, I promise something more soon!

Not a good weekend for football

2008-09-13T21:30:00.003-04:00

Not looking so good for my teams this weekend. Friday my high school team lost, then my gamecocks should have won, but as usual, didn't!!! Now, Ohio State is looking kind of iffy, but I'm holding on to some hope! However, my new found favorite team the Pirates of East Carolina are looking great! Winning again today! Go East Carolina!!

In memory of Rally

2008-09-09T22:42:00.002-04:00

Richard Alan "Rally" Hyrne II, 21, was shot once in the shoulder shortly before 5 a.m. Sunday. He was pronounced dead at 5:02 a.m. He died during a party at his North Charleston home early Sunday after authorities say a party-goer (a friend) accidentally discharged a gun.

What a senseless tragedy...
Rally was our neighbor's son. He grew up in the house next door and came over to the house often in his younger days. He was a sweet and handsome young man. To compound the sadness that his family is going through, Rally's mother passed away only two weeks ago also. Please keep his father and two sisters in your thoughts and prayers. This is going to be a very hard journey for them!

Game of the day!

2008-09-06T22:27:00.002-04:00

Got'a give it up for those East Carolina Boys! Great game and a huge upset for West Virginia!

2008-08-28T21:51:00.001-04:00

2008-08-16T15:24:00.009-04:00

I don't know about you, but these Olympics are killing me...ok not literally but staying up until my eyes are crossed and the TV becomes just a blur because my eyes are watering as I fight to keep them open because I cant miss Michael Phelps win his next Gold Medal!! or Those Girl's in gymnastics...they scare me to death! or Misty May and Keri Walsh as they dominate in Beach Volleyball!!!...The excitement is to much!! Maybe I need to train harder for staying up all night and working all day...Maybe if sleep depravation becomes an Olympic sport I would have a shot at the Gold -haha!

I AM SO PROUD OF THEM ALL!!!

check out this post

2008-08-01T22:02:00.005-04:00

Enjoyed this blog so much this morning and I have actually seen this episode myself...

"What sort of carvings are we cutting out for ourselves in their lives? Are we friend or foe? A helper or a hurdle? What imprint are we leaving on the lives of people we commune with? As a person journeys, their story unfolds and their lives tell about it. What is your role in that?"

Permit

2008-07-25T18:01:00.002-04:00

I did something Tuesday that I have wanted to do for a long time… I went and got my motorcycle permit!! I am so stoked!! Why have a waited this long? I have no idea, but I have it now and I’m ready to ride!!

Vacation08

2008-07-25T17:47:00.005-04:00

Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering. Ida Scott Taylor

Vacation, ahhhhhhhh!! I spent some much needed time away and it was wonderful! I absolutely love everything about the beach. The way the air smells, the sound of the waves crashing on the shore, the sand between my toes, the breeze, the colors of umbrellas, towels, and sand toys spread along the shore, but mostly I love just having the time away from it all. Time to just relax, distress, reflect, spend time with family and friends, and be without the distractions of everyday life…to simply live in the present moment…it was beautiful and the memories everlasting!!

Brynne, my “beach bartender”, I miss you so much and can’t wait to see you in October!! Oh, and thanks for the updates!

To my putt-putt teammates, dang that one stroke! And check out Ms. short skirt-haha!

To my Euchre partner (Bailee): We rock!!! Thanks for teaching me how to play guys

SPF30 is not enough sunscreen for my feet…ouch!

How about that awesome moonlit walk on the beach, that was nice (JB, CS, BB1&2)!

Corey, just how many crab legs can you eat??

By the way, has anybody seen Haley???

no limits

2008-07-21T12:48:00.001-04:00

change of scenery

2008-07-07T21:53:00.004-04:00

Starting Sunday July 13th
this will be how I start my dayswith this view, breathing in the fresh ocean air and listening as the waves crash on the shore!

Now, if that could just last longer than 7 days...

Brynne, I hope you read this...6 more days girl!!! Can't wait to see you!!

journey on

2008-07-07T21:38:00.001-04:00

With my birthday fast approaching I thought I would reflect just a little on the highlights that have made this past year of my life so great:

Two-word theme for this past year: Preserve and Persevere.

I have had some challenges this past year, but through it all I have persevered with the Lord giving guidance and grace. I have preserved His words in my heart, holding on tight, to maintain a purpose in spite of any difficulty. . “In my weakness, He is strong. In my need He lingers on. When I come to the end of all I am, and I place my trust in Him, that’s where His strength begins…, in my weakness.”

Phenomenal fellowship with friends and family: I have had some of the most incredible conversations this year, conversations that have really made an impact on me, on my thinking, and have challenged me in some way to become a better me.
Spent some much needed time with some member of my family rebuilding some relationships that have been neglected over the years and it has been great getting to really know who they are and its funny how much alike we are --Genny ;)
Reunited with an old friend (T). What a blessing that has been! And, started a new friendship (S) with someone that has blessed my life in so many ways already and I look forward to whatever God has in store for this friendship as it continues to develop.

It’s been a great 37; I look forward to whatever is in store for me as I continue on life’s journey. I will end this with a quote that has been hanging in my office all year, as it has been my theme quote for the year and because it reminds me that I have a choice about how today and everyday will be:

“We have two choices: either to be discontent with what today is not,
or to rejoice far what it is.”

I choose to rejoice, for this day and everyday that I am given is a blessing –let us rejoice and be glad in it!

Reveal the Riches

2008-07-03T08:34:00.001-04:00

"The greatest good you can do for another is not just share your riches, but to reveal to him, his own." -Benjamin Disraeli

Top 5

2008-06-22T16:01:00.011-04:00

Top 5 things I've learned in the past few weeks:

5. Sleep is apparently not something I need.

4. Music is my therapy.

3. Having a cold stinks
(I knew that already, but its been a long time since I've had one).

2. Vacations never come soon enough.

1. Friends are what make life so rich.
(something else I've always known, but have been reminded of this week)

Happy Birthday

2008-06-19T12:38:00.005-04:00

This is my girl Brynne. She is 20 today. I have watched her grow from a little girl to this beautiful, smart and thoughtful young woman! She is amazing and I love her dearly!
So, heres a little "shout-out" to my girl Brynne. I love you girl!

B-Beautiful and Bright
R-Rich in character
Y-Yielding to truth
N-Neat
N-Noble
E-Enthusiastic

Todays best friend

2008-06-18T22:21:00.006-04:00

Today these have been my best friend, they have hung out with me at the office and in the car...gone with me everywhere and comforted me through every sneeze, every blow, and dried my watery red eyes...
Thank you, Puffs!!

Yes, I have the dreaded summer cold and Ifeel like craaaaaap!

Cardboard Testimonies

2008-06-17T08:27:00.001-04:00

I saw this and just sobbed. God's grace and love for us is amazing!

Today I...

2008-06-14T21:49:00.008-04:00

Went to Carowinds and had a blast with my friend Tami!!

This is us after we had been on the Super Saturater...needless to say we were saturated through and through, but it felt so good!!

This is the Carolina Cyclone (two loops, two corkscrews ) She rode it with me...I'm so proud!!! Although, there was a price to be paid...

This was my pay back...Drop Tower!!! 175 feet in the air and then...free fall!!!

Great day, with a great friend...can't get any better than that!!

Learning to dance

2008-06-11T22:52:00.004-04:00

"Life is not about waiting for the storms to pass,

its about learning to dance in the rain."

Weekend trip

2008-06-09T20:04:00.009-04:00

Just got back from a loooong weekend trip to Ohio! Had a great time, but it was a very busy weekend! The trip itself is 10-11 hours and ours started out with car trouble that actually delayed us, oh about 5 hours in drive time. So we ended up not leaving until the next morning after driven for 5 hours and ending up back at home...but we made it up for a graduation party a surprise birthday party and new haircuts!! So, all in all it was a good trip and we got to see lots of family and friends, that makes up for the crappy start!!

Here are some pics. from the weekend events:

Brynne, Bailee (the graduate) Me
All the girls

Back On

2008-06-08T23:18:00.003-04:00

Finally the best of summer TV has returned: If you're not watching Army Wives you should be!!!

Awestruck

2008-05-31T15:33:00.002-04:00

This morning was so beautiful. I picked up my ipod and out the door I went. I sat down in my favorite chair on the deck ready to enjoy the morning sun and listen to whatever was to be the next song on my ipod play list. Then something happened and I just stopped and took in the silence...and I simply began to pray and reflected on the things of God. How clear and blue the sky was, how green everything was getting, the flowers like little dots of colorful artwork scattered around the yard, the birds singing and the squirrels playing. God’s unspoken love language written in plan view! I read this statement somewhere once that “awe precedes faith”. This morning, my faith was definitely awakened by the sheer awe of God’s creative handy work. Could you imagine what our faith would look like if we got up every morning in awe of what God had in store for us, if we had an excitement for the things that he wants to do through us? When was the last time you were in awe of how sovereign and majestic our God is?

Indescribable, uncontainable, You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name. You are amazing God. All powerful, untamable, Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim You are amazing God. Chris Tomlin

Romans 12:9-17 (The Message)

2008-05-30T21:33:00.004-04:00

Great words to start your day by:

“Love from the center of who you are; don't fake it. Run for dear life from evil; hold on for dear life to good. Be good friends who love deeply; practice playing second fiddle. Don't burn out; keep yourselves fueled and aflame. Be alert servants of the Master, cheerfully expectant. Don't quit in hard times; pray all the harder. Help needy Christians; be inventive in hospitality. Bless your enemies; no cursing under your breath. Laugh with your happy friends when they're happy; share tears when they're down. Get along with each other; don't be stuck-up. Make friends with nobodies; don't be the great somebody. Don't hit back; discover beauty in everyone…”

Expand your knowing

2008-05-27T19:24:00.000-04:00

"So many believe that it is love that grows, but it is the knowing that grows and love simply expands to contain it. Love is just the skin of knowing."

- William P. Young, The Shack

Hits the Spot

2008-05-24T09:14:00.001-04:00

Like the best dessert you’ve ever tasted…"hits the spot" so have many of the moment in my life lately…

I have been having these moments lately, where you know that what just happened is very much a “God thing.” Things that you didn’t plan on didn’t even think about, but here they are, these incredible life affirming, life-changing moments. They seem to come at just the right time, when you need them most and they fill these places deep inside you that you didn’t even know were vacant. They make your heart full and you smile the biggest silly smile and whisper, more to yourself than to anyone else, “uumm that hit the spot!”

Prayer of Thanks

2008-05-22T00:13:00.002-04:00

Lord, thank you so much for my small group, for a gracious, God seeking, and passionate group leader that has been nothing but a blessing in so many ways, ways that she does not even know. For giving me just a moment in my week when all the worldly distractions are simply quieted and my heart is revived by a group that simply chooses to says, “Yes” to You and to doing life together. That seeks to truly know my heart and loves me even in my brokenness, right where I am. How great is our God, that he hears the cry of our hearts and answers with more than we deserve!!

“The yearning for deep connection describes a quality of relationship that is profoundly caring, is resonant with meaning, and involves feelings of belonging or of being truly seen and known”. Unknown

Where’s the Zing?

2008-05-17T22:29:00.006-04:00

I remember the first time I drank a protein shake. I mixed everything and walked away for what I’m sure was just a second…When I came back and took my first sip, I though I was going to…well, lets just say that it was awful. All the powdered protein stuff, the good stuff, had quickly settled at the bottom and it was bad, really bad. So I took out the mixer and stirred it up again and it was so much better (ok, it wasn’t great, but it was better).

How often do you suppose we let the good stuff, “the flavor and zing” in our lives just “settle at the bottom”? I find in my own life that I sometimes become very complacent with where I am in my life and I often forget to thank God for his many blessings in my life. I stop looking for opportunities to grow and ways to reach out to others. My passions and zest just become less fervent. What I need is a little whirl from the master mixer to get my “zing” flowing again and he always knows when to step in and mix things up.

He adds a shot of chaos, a cup of friendship, and a pound of grace, mixes it all together and out comes a new zest for life, the godly life.

Happy Birthday

2008-05-16T22:08:00.004-04:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BROTHER!

This is my little brother Will, he is 9 today!

The Invisible Woman

2008-05-05T22:59:00.001-04:00

I love this woman! She is amazing!

Ouch

2008-04-30T23:04:00.002-04:00

A mother and her young son were standing in a long line at the grocery check out. She had only a few things to purchase in one hand and her other hand held the small hand of her son.

As his patience was wearing out from the lengthy wait, and his young energy could no longer be controlled, he began pulling away from his mom’s hand.

She had to hold tighter to keep him from running away.

“Ouch, Mommy, you’re hurting me!” he whined.

“It only hurts when you pull away”, his wise mother responded.

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“It only hurts when you pull away...” Sometimes I feel the aches and pains of not being in touch with God’s will in my life, when I’m not trusting, or I’m simply pulling away to get my own way. He never pulls away from us, he just simply holds out his hand and it is up to us to let ours rest in his as he guides us in His perfect will for our lives.

Letting him guide us sure hurts a lot less…after all, he knows what is best for us.

Ps. 37:7 Rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him.

Truth

2008-04-24T21:26:00.002-04:00

The ultimate proof that there is absolute truth will not come through some clever philosophical argument. It will come from a personal encounter with the One who declared: "I am the Truth." unknown

Great faith

2008-04-24T21:20:00.001-04:00

I have this friend, she is a single mom of two, and she just found out she was going to have to move out of the place she has been renting and it came as a complete shock to her. Long story short, the landlord found someone who is willing to pay more and since she did not sign a lease…

But, the real story is not what is happening, but how much heart and faith this girl has. When she told me about what was happening, she finished by saying. “I'll not let this get me down...this too shall pass and something will work out for my benefit!! She did not hesitate to rely on her faith, in her knowing that God has a plan and his plan is better. I said to her, “I applaud your attitude”. I would hope I would be that confident, be that secure in my faith. She then reply by saying, “You know I've always learned, whether through my own experiences or through those of others, that worry causes more woes and solves absolutely nothing! A positive attitude will take you so much farther. At least if you are thinking positive you have the mindset to get things done. If you sit back and worry your mind is clouded with that worry and there is no room for anything else. Besides, why ask God to take care of something if you can't or don't trust him to do so. If you continue to worry about it then it only proves that you don't think God is capable to handle it. And if He isn't capable then I surely am not!! It will work out and I'll be posting a new mailing address soon enough…”

AMAZING! Do I have some awesome friends or what?!

Idol

2008-04-18T23:22:00.002-04:00

Ok, so Michael Johns got voted out...What???!!!!
New top 4
1. David Cook
2. Brooke White (She worries my though)
3. Carley Smithson
4. Jason Castro

I know a lot of people really like the other David guy and so did I in the beginning, but he is not one of my favorites, yes he can sing, but I want to hear him rock out to something...show some range?!

I AM

2008-04-18T08:24:00.006-04:00

I am: blessed

I think: to much
I know: God is good, even when it does not look like it or feel like it
I want: to leave a meaningful legacy

I have: a great life

I wish: I had more money and time to give

I hate: the fact that in America we have so much and yet so many do with out

I miss: being young
I fear: rising gas prices
I feel: great after seeing the results of eating right and exercising
I hear: music…itunes playing in the background
I smell: dinner cooking
I crave: rest

I search: for peace and joy
I wonder: why people make the choices they make
I regret: nothing, I have learned so many things from my mistakes…why have regret?

I love: my family and friends

I ache: from painting all weekend
I care: about people
I always: try to be honest
I am not: going to be a couch potato anymore
I believe: that miracles can and do happen
I dance: when no one is looking
I sing: all the time, to every song

I cry: more now and over everything
I don’t always: walk the walk as well as I can talk the talk
I fight: for what is right
I write: not often enough on my blog

I win: lots, I’m very competitive

I lose: my patience, but I’m working on it

I never: have been to another country
I confuse: boredom with hunger
I listen: to music all the time
I can usually be found: on my deck on the swing enjoying a nice afternoon
I am scared: I will not stick to my diet/exercise plan
I need: to pay off my car
I am happy about: seeing my aunt Judie and family in May

[ripped off from Laura}

My Idol Top 4

2008-04-03T15:52:00.002-04:00

1 David Cook - Super talented!
2. Brooke White - talented and just a sweet personality
3. Michale Johns - Just love him
4. Carly Smithson - love her

Ok, so who's your Idol Picks?

Easter

2008-03-23T13:03:00.001-04:00

HE HAS RISEN, HE HAS RISEN INDEED!!

HAPPY EASTER TO ALL!

Writing...what?

2008-02-27T17:45:00.004-05:00

Is this kid awesome or what?!

Sorry I have been a little distracted lately and we have had the stomach virus running through our house. So, as you have noticed I have not been writing much...no I have been spending time resting and just hanging out catching up on a lot of missed TV.
I have to say Idol this year...its going to be a hard one. That 17 year old is really something though! Cute and he can sing! There are a few others that I like also, the girls sing tonight. I hope they are better this week than last.

Idol Talent

2008-02-14T22:21:00.005-05:00

Ok, so another season of Idol has started and I gott'a tell ya...there is some really great talent this year!
I think this will be one of the hardest seasons yet! I really like the little 16 year old guy, just seems like a really great kid! And, the rocker chick...cool!!
If you are an Idol fan...let me know and we can swap predictions!

New Year, New Me

2008-01-31T18:38:00.000-05:00

Ok, so like I said in my last post...I decided there would be no new years resolutions for me this year, but I would have some goals. Goals, both short and long term, that would focus on me becoming a better me and also on things that I have wanted to do more of, but just haven’t for some reason (and believe me I can some up with reasons, otherwise known as excuses).

Get fit (eat better and move more) – seriously, I need to really shed some pounds…so I’ve started working out again and eating better. Words of encouragement from you guys throughout this year would be great!!
Travel more – there are so many places that I have not been that I would love to visit. To name a few: New York, California, Colorado etc…
Read more – I love to read, but I never leave myself enough time to enjoy it. My goal is to try and read a book every month. So far so good – I just finished “The Memory Keepers Daughter”, which was recommended by a co-worker. It was really good and I hear they are making it into a movie. Today, I started a new book, “Life of Pi”, I hear it’s a good book…
Paint the rest of the house - A couple of years ago we had the house remodeled and 4 rooms (the office, living room, dinning room, one bathroom and kitchen) all got a fresh new look. Now, the rest of the house needs it too. So, I need to paint!
Paint my grandmother’s kitchen – I made a promise, need to do it!! I will do it soon.

Ok, so there you go! I’ll try to keep you posted on how I do. To others of you out there with new years resolutions or new goals for the year, I wish you all the best!!

Oh and I got a change to catch up on some of those movies I had missed over our rainy weekend.

The ultimate Gift - Excellent
The Waitress - So-So
We are Marshall - Excellent, keep the tissue handy
Knocked Up -Awful
Next -Good, the ending was not what I expected
Reign Over Me - So-So, Sad
License to Wed - Kinda funny, could have been better

What have you seen lately???

What's on your mind today?

2008-01-09T17:34:00.000-05:00

Whats on your mind today (Wednesday)…

1. Loving the New Year. I like the clean slate, fresh start aspect.

2. Not setting any new years resolutions, just some short and long-term goals (I will let you know what they are in a few days).

3. Need to catch up on some movies (lot out that I have not seen); I guess its time for a movie night!

What great movies have you seen lately?

2007 Review

2008-01-06T16:18:00.000-05:00

A Year In Review
The Worst of...

One of my Aunts was diagnosed with breast cancer.
Got called in for Jury Duty (turned out not to be to bad)
My favorite aunt and uncle separated.
Had the hottest two weeks in Aug. ever...I don't think it was below 105 the whole time

The Best of...

My aunt with breast cancer got a clean bill of health after surgery and treatment
Went to see Mama Mia live...was awesome!
Went to watch the early rounds of the family Circle Cup!! Was something I had been wanting to do, plan to see more games this year
Went to my first DCI competition, once again something I had been wanting to do for a long time and I plan on seeing more this year! Go Crown!
Celebrated my 37th birthday

One more Best...On a more personal level, I spend some time getting to know some members of my family on a much deeper level and I have been so blessed by building those relationships. Nothing is better than building relationships and sharing with those we are so fortunate to have with us on our journey through this life.

As you can see I had a pretty good year! I hope that all of you did too!
Best wish to you in the New Year!

Merry Christmas

2007-12-21T12:02:00.001-05:00

We are heading out today to start our Christmas "rounds". First to Union, SC to visit grandparent, aunt, uncles and cousins. Then we will head on up to Ohio to visit with family there and hopefully see some snow, something that is very rare here in Charleston, SC.

I hope all my friends, family & new blog friends out there in the blog world have a very safe & Merry Christmas and a very Happy New Year!!!
See ya in 2008!!!
*From our family to Yours*
Peace and Love to all!!!

Cool Wedding Dance

2007-12-05T21:45:00.001-05:00

I love this...I know everyone has seen this a dozen times by now, but I just can't pass up posting it on my blog. If you have not seen it, Enjoy!

2007-11-14T21:28:00.000-05:00

I’ve Been Tagged and so have YOU!!

My blog friend, Heidi has tagged me.

Here are the rules: To be “tagged” implies you were playing along in the beginning, correct? Hmmm…. I guess Blogging breaks a lot of rules

This is wutcha do…

Link to the person that tagged you, that would be ME, and post the rules on your blog.

Share 7 random and/or weird facts about yourself.

Tag 7 random people at the end of your post, and include links to their blogs.

Let each person know that they’ve been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

Good grief this is a lot of work!

1. I have never lived anywhere other than the state of South Carolina

2. I love the beach...could sit on the beach and people watch all day

3. I love to win at everything...not a sore loser, I just like to win

4. My favorite smells are babies, and cookies baking in the oven

5.The first car I got on my own I had for 13 years. It was a 1989 Nissan Sentra/stickshift. Yes, that means I had it until 2002 and it was still running good.

6. I am planning a trip to New York next year, never been - cant wait!

7. Two and a half years ago I had lung surgery - was very scary, but its all good now.

Okay, I dont know any of my blog friends personally, so I hope they will do this and I don't think I have 7, but...Here goes!

ANNE@flowerdust.net
Laura@asianchocolate.typepad.com/asia_and_chocolate/
Crystal@pinkhairedgirl.net/
Stine@dreamsofsimplelife.blogspot.com/
Bethany@bethanysperspective.blogspot.com/
Jenni@jennilsimmons.blogspot.com/

What are you thinking about today

2007-11-13T17:14:00.000-05:00

Top 5 thinks on my mind right now!

I cannot wait for next Wednesday to get here
I love the holidays
My brother and his girlfriend infuriate me, for reason I can’t even discuss right now.
I’ve really taken a liking to photography.
One of our radio stations - already playing Christmas music, LOVE IT!!

Halloween

2007-11-04T14:43:00.000-05:00

Ok, I know I'm a little late...
Here a few shots of out trip to the Pumpkin Patch and our Halloween Pumpkin Carving party. As you can see we take our Pumpkin carving pretty seriously.

My Chevy-boy and Haley-girl..."I think we found the perfect pumpkin!!"

Slow Me Down

2007-10-23T23:24:00.000-04:00

This kind of sums up how things have been for me lately!

Emmy Rossum

I need a vacation

2007-10-15T22:14:00.000-04:00

October is one of the business month of the year for me! That is why my blogs have been so few. Hopefully thing will start to settle down soon and I will be able to have not only more blog time, but...just me time would be nice. Once I get that, I will fill you guys in on all the things that have been going on, until then please bear with me. Thanks!! I knew you would understand!

Wish I was sitting on that beach!!

2007-10-15T22:05:00.000-04:00

A little scary at the end, but we held on!!
GAMECOCKS 21 North Carolina 15

Declawed

2007-10-05T17:15:00.000-04:00

GO COCKS!!!! 38-23

THE (11) GAMECOCKS ARE HOT!!
BIG WIN OVER (8) KENTUCKY!!

What are you becoming?

2007-09-30T18:04:00.000-04:00

A person will worship something, have no doubt about that. We may think our tribute is paid in secret in the dark recesses of our hearts, but it will out. That which dominates our imaginations and our thoughts will determine our lives, and our character. Therefore, it behooves us to be careful what we worship, for what we are worshipping we are becoming.RALPH WALDO EMERSON

Top 25 shift

2007-09-30T14:22:00.000-04:00

Lot of upsets in the top 25 this weekend!
Both my teams won! Go Gamecocks!! Go Buckeyes!!

Sarah McLachlan - World On Fire

2007-09-28T20:25:00.001-04:00

Right or Left?

2007-09-22T22:16:00.000-04:00

You Are 55% Left Brained, 45% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

Bad day for Gamecock fans

2007-09-22T21:39:00.000-04:00

Ok, so we lost today, but...to our defense it was to #2 LSU.
At least it was not a runaway as some would have thought!

Shout-Out

2007-09-22T21:26:00.000-04:00

"Shout-Out" to my family in ooooHIoooo (Hey Joanna)

GOOOOOOOOOO BUCKEYES!!!!
4 GAMES = 4 WINS

ANYWAY

2007-09-18T20:56:00.000-04:00

You can spend your whole life building,
Something from nothing
One storm can come and blow it all away,
Build it anyway
You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might not ever come your way

Dream it anyway

God is great, but sometimes life ain’t good
And when I pray
It doesn’t always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway,
I do it anyway

This world’s gone crazy
And it’s hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart,
For all the right reasons,
And in a moment they can choose to walk away
Love ‘em anyway

God is great, but sometimes life ain’t good
And when I pray
It doesn’t always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway,
I do it anyway

You can pour your soul out singing
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they’ll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yeah sing it anyway

I sing, I dream, I love
Anyway

Martina McBride

Are You Ready For Some Football

2007-09-14T22:33:00.000-04:00

GO GAMECOCKS!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!
Week 1 WIN - 28-14 Yes!!
Week 2 WIN - 16-12 Georgia who???
Week 3 WIN - 38-3 Whhhhaaaattttt!

Chaos Remembered

2007-09-11T08:12:00.000-04:00

Remembering 9-11

In life there is much chaos. We see it at different times in our own lives and in the lives of those around us. We have known it up close and personal and we have felt its devastation as its being played out before us on our televisions. But, it is in the chaos that we are able to find so much. Personally we begin to realize that we had strength beyond measure and courage that motives many. We also find our lives enriched by some losses that are suffered. The loss of pride, when life strips us and leaves us humbled, the loss of prejudice, when the color of healing hands do on look the same as our own. We find motivation and strength through our hope and faith. A hope that inspires us to look beyond the mess and turmoil around us, and forward to the renewing peace of tomorrow. We find that even when we don’t understand and when our greatest question is why, we can lean on our faith, a faith that tells us, God is in control and a constant companion that will meet all our needs through his love for us. When the dust settles and healing begins, we can look back on the chaos, always remembering the devastation, losses, and lives left in shambles. But also, being thankful for the gains and life lessons learned, for the things that moved us in many ways, making us a stronger and better person. Leaving our lives richer and more meaningful, because…we remember.

Love this song and Video

2007-08-31T22:32:00.000-04:00

Idol fans

2007-08-24T09:46:00.000-04:00

Ok all you Idol fans, Jordan Sparks has a new song out call Tattoo. Its not bad, check it out and let me know what you think.

A must read!! Great article

2007-08-10T16:37:00.000-04:00

http://www.relevantmagazine.com/god_article.php?id=7221

I'm eating my veggies

2007-08-10T15:41:00.000-04:00

Let the land produce vegetation
Genesis 1:11

What’s in the garden? Squash, zucchini, cucumber, peppers, and for my mom, tomatoes!
YES, I have a garden. It’s a small one, but for my first year and not knowing what to expect its been great! I’ve been watching my garden veggies take off and grow and it has been exciting (and maybe a little therapeutic) to go outside and see what they are looking like each day. Of course the best part is reaping the benefits of fresh garden veggies. I have even eaten some tomatoes, not really because I like them, but because I grew them But, I am learning to like them, maybe there is hope for me yet!

“…Like seed sown on good soil, hear the word, accept it, and produce a crop-thirty, sixty or even a hundred times what was sown." Mar 4:20

“But the seed on good soil stands for those with a noble and good heart, who hear the word, retain it, and by persevering produce a crop.” Luke 8:15

2007-07-29T17:01:00.000-04:00

Philippians 4:13 --- I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called Confusion, speed bumps called Friends, red lights called Enemies, caution lights called Family. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called success.
-unknown-

Where did July go?

2007-07-27T23:17:00.000-04:00

Well let me start with my usual excuse for everything… busy, busy, and tired! July is always a really busy month for me. As I mentioned before my granny (or as some would say: my grandmother, grandma etc…) was here for a couple of weeks at the beginning of the month. During her visit we laughed until our cheeks hurt, played “ultimate backyard badminton” until exhaustion and played cards and dominos late into the night hours, almost every night. Thank goodness July is not one of my busiest months at work. Also while she was here I celebrated my 37 birthday on the 13, which this year happened to fall on a Friday. Yes, there were a few jokes made about that! You know, I still can't believe I’m 37, not that 37 is old, but I remember being 27 and thinking 37 was a long way off, turns out it got here before I knew it and I find myself saying, “how’d that happen and where did all those years go?” In all honesty, I’m happy to be 37; I feel blessed to have each day, each year. In my mind I’m still 29, but my body has no problem reminding me I’m not! Which brings me to my birthday resolution; I’m going to start getting into shape…next month!

A little back story for those if you that don’t know:
A few years ago I had some lung problems caused by a severe case of pneumonia and to make a very long story short I ended up having lung surgery, which included a nice 5 days stay at "hotel hell", aka Trident Hospital and 6 weeks at home. After going through all that, I gained a lot of perspective about just how blessed I am and just how easily things can change. One day everything is going along fine, and then one morning you wake up and it hurts to just breathe.

This last week I took a little vacation time and went to Ohio to visit my roommate’s family, well, my extended family too! They were having some really nice weather up there. Beautiful! Got my hair colored while I was there, laid by the pool a couple of days, got my Harry Potter book ( not finished reading it yet, so don’t tell me), spent a lot of time with Brynne, just hanging out and having a good time. That girl is definitely one of my most favorite people!

Now you see, I have been busy, busy…and now tired!!! Goodnight…

More coming

2007-07-11T22:21:00.000-04:00

Sorry for not posting lately. My granny has been in town visiting for a couple of weeks, so I have been enjoying my time with her. She will be leaving Monday, I think, so I will hopefully have something new to post the first of next week.

DCI

2007-07-03T22:50:00.000-04:00

Went to my first DCI competition (Drum Crop International) Friday night. It was AWESOME!!
Made me miss my high school band days a lot!! Kudos to those young kids!!

CAROLINA CROWN -YOU ROCK!

The Wall

2007-06-27T22:34:00.000-04:00

Once you finally come to terms with the fact that

you've hit the wall, you can either

stand there staring at the brick and mortar,

or turn around and start heading in a new direction.

Saw this somewhere today, thought it was brilliant and had to post it too!!

Intro to me

2007-06-26T17:49:00.000-04:00

I’m guessing the first two things anyone who happens upon my blog would want to know is: Who is this person? and Is this worth the read? Well, I can help you with the first question, but you’re on your own with the second and hopefully you will be letting me know if it was worth the read.
My name is Shannon and I live in a small, but quickly growing town outside Charleston, SC. I have lived almost my entire life here and I don’t really have any intentions of leaving, unless someone greater than I has a plan for me that I have not yet been let in on. Never say never, right?!
I am a Christian. What does that mean…well, I’m not perfect, (definitely not, not even close), but forgiven…not better than, but a servant to…not all knowing, but wise enough to lean on my faith when there is no understanding. I am not judge and jury; I’ve dealt with enough judges and juries myself to know that the world could use a little less “hanging” and little more “loving”. So, I try to be a little more open-minded and try to look for all possible good.
I love to question and learn new things (maybe that is why I love Jeopardy so much). “Learn everything you can, anytime you can, from anyone you can-there will always come a time when you will be grateful you did” Sarah Caldwell
I love quotes, when I have a good one to share, I will post it!
I am passionate about my family and friends; they are the glue that keeps me all together.
I’m in love with life and I want to make everyday a ”let us rejoice and be glad in it” kind of day. Although, not all days turn out quite so well, and sometimes you have to look a little hard for things to rejoice about.
I love music; good music and I listen to almost everything. So, if I happen to hear something I really like I will probably mention it to you, so stay tuned…
I’m pretty shy and quiet, most of the time, as least around people I don’t know real well. But, I love to meet knew people and I hope that this medium will allow me to do just that.
Ok, I’m not really sure what this blog will be about, but I hope that it will raise questions. Inspire conversation. Motivate and stimulate thinking or action or whatever the case may be...
You will find that I’m not the world’s greatest writer, but I will do my best to post as often as possible, with as much elegance and humor as possible…ok, seriously, I don’t know about elegance and humor, but you will get something! I look forward to continuing to introduce myself to you and getting to know “you”, my new blog friends!
Thanks for stopping by and I hope to hear from you all, please comment!

Working on it...

2007-06-15T22:37:00.000-04:00

New to this whole blog thing, so give me a few days to check it all out and set it up and I will get back to you with a new post. Thanks! Im excited!!

A journey in progress

Mediocrity

By Your Side - Tenth Avenue North

No Matter Where I Am

A Friday High Five

Merry Christmas

Lonely in the pursuit...

Just thinking...

Blog? what??

Not a good weekend for football

In memory of Rally

Game of the day!

check out this post

Permit

Vacation08

no limits

change of scenery

journey on

Reveal the Riches

Top 5

Happy Birthday

Todays best friend

Cardboard Testimonies

Today I...

Learning to dance

Weekend trip

Back On

Awestruck

Romans 12:9-17 (The Message)

Expand your knowing

Hits the Spot

Prayer of Thanks

Where’s the Zing?

Happy Birthday

The Invisible Woman

Ouch

Truth

Great faith

Idol

I AM

I am: blessed

I think: to muchI know: God is good, even when it does not look like it or feel like itI want: to leave a meaningful legacy

I have: a great life

I wish: I had more money and time to give

I hate: the fact that in America we have so much and yet so many do with out

I miss: being youngI fear: rising gas pricesI feel: great after seeing the results of eating right and exercisingI hear: music…itunes playing in the backgroundI smell: dinner cookingI crave: rest

I search: for peace and joy I wonder: why people make the choices they makeI regret: nothing, I have learned so many things from my mistakes…why have regret?

I love: my family and friends

I ache: from painting all weekendI care: about peopleI always: try to be honestI am not: going to be a couch potato anymoreI believe: that miracles can and do happenI dance: when no one is lookingI sing: all the time, to every song

I cry: more now and over everythingI don’t always: walk the walk as well as I can talk the talkI fight: for what is rightI write: not often enough on my blog

I win: lots, I’m very competitive

I lose: my patience, but I’m working on it

My Idol Top 4

Easter

Writing...what?

Idol Talent

New Year, New Me

What's on your mind today?

2007 Review

Merry Christmas

Cool Wedding Dance

I’ve Been Tagged and so have YOU!!

What are you thinking about today

Halloween

Slow Me Down

I need a vacation

Declawed

What are you becoming?

Top 25 shift

Sarah McLachlan - World On Fire

Right or Left?

Bad day for Gamecock fans

Shout-Out

ANYWAY

Are You Ready For Some Football

Chaos Remembered

Love this song and Video

Idol fans

A must read!! Great article

I'm eating my veggies

I think: to much
I know: God is good, even when it does not look like it or feel like it
I want: to leave a meaningful legacy

I miss: being young
I fear: rising gas prices
I feel: great after seeing the results of eating right and exercising
I hear: music…itunes playing in the background
I smell: dinner cooking
I crave: rest

I search: for peace and joy
I wonder: why people make the choices they make
I regret: nothing, I have learned so many things from my mistakes…why have regret?

I ache: from painting all weekend
I care: about people
I always: try to be honest
I am not: going to be a couch potato anymore
I believe: that miracles can and do happen
I dance: when no one is looking
I sing: all the time, to every song

I cry: more now and over everything
I don’t always: walk the walk as well as I can talk the talk
I fight: for what is right
I write: not often enough on my blog